my friends ♪(*^^)o∀*∀o(^^*)♪

hollaaaa^^/
today I will tell you a story about my friends;) they're kiki and dhea! :D I love both of them just like my lil sis \(//∇//)\ but because of it, they call me 'kakak tua'-_- ok I'm not old!! I'm still young ;___; and still innocent^^v

ok Dhea is really a nice girl;) but sometimes she suddenly go nuts and then sing something but it works. Success makes me laugh. Even though I must admit the fact that she has an innocent face:( but of course me too-_-v wkwk

and now kiki._. She is, innocent but.....ok enough for her. the point is, she's nice and friendly:) and Oh!!she also smart at....'ngablu'-_- I dont even know what is ngablu??:( no one want to tell me about it. :((
ok enough-_-
so from your right hand is Dhea and next to her is Kiki :) without them, I think my life at school will be flat as hell ^^v

so here's the picture about them ;)

Him:"(

I'm already 16 years old so I have to know what is right and what is wrong. People always said that my face doesn't look like an teenager face :"( is my face really look so innocent? :( I bet yes-_-v wkwkwk

Well gue emang harus ngehadapin segalanya. Siap segalanya. kecuali nikah sih.__.v kalo itu umur 23 keatas lah~ wkwk ok to the point. To be honest, I want to be a lady, not a young girl anymore. But I'm to selfish and that's make me still look like a young kid :"( and have an innocent face-_-v wkwk
Dan gue harus belajar mencintai orang. Ini yang susah. Maksud gue susah, gue itu kadang ga bisa ngatur emosi pas dia bikin gue kesel :( Honest, right now I'm so upset, and really if I could I punch his face right now. But I can't :(
because I love him so I can't hurt him. Although he the one who always hurts me :'( I barely can't stand this. I got sick every time because I always think about him. But what I get?
I just get more hurt, more sick, ill. etc.

today. I call him twice but he didn't answer it. I cried for two hours (I think more than that). I really wish him many lucks. For sake of Allah if I could I want to join the pain with him. If possible I want that illness come to me and vanish from his body.

I wish... ok I will pray everyday. I will be more like muslim looks like. The point is Reza can go to school tomorrow! for sake of Allah I really miss him:'( one day without him, it's really killing me inside. Maybe I could get sick because of this. Please Allah please listen to my wishes. I just one You to grant this one. Just this one please Allah:'((  Amin. :"(

My wish for you is keep health, no pain, and keep loving me:') amin!

it's me!!!

hollaa guys!! ok this time I will show you my selca;) I'm not a beautiful girl but I'm just an ordinary girl with cute face and innocent \(//∇//)\ I guess I will talk a lot about me.

Well I born at Pacitan, my father's hometown Indonesia at 14 March 1996 !;)
I'm a shy girl and always do something stupid haha. But I'm still innocent but believe me there's not much people believe it. What have I done?! Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）(Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I live in Jakarta and one house with mu grandma who I used to call her with Oma. She's nice lady but she is always on time and because of that, I have already become her victim. :(

ohyeah! beside of that, I have one lil bro . His name is Axel. Born at Jakarta and had a cute cheeks,!>.<

I have twitter, fb and tumblr!;) I will share it to you but if you wanna know my msn, you must first be my good friend and then I will add you;) thank you for your attention what is yours?;)

Gombalan

hm, sering mikir deh kalo cowo ada yang bilang something yang bisa bikin cewe nge fly itu...serius atau cuma gombalan?

kenapa gue mikir gitu?

karena emang faktanya banyak banget cowo yang gombalin cewenya. Sampai sampai si itu cewe terpengaruh eeh pas putus baru tau kalo cowo nya cuma jago gombal-_- /jangan sampe gue salah satunya/

contoh simpel aja deh, kaya "aku sayang banget sama kamu. tanpa mu aku tidak ada apa apa" ok ini gombalan yang well lumayan lah bisa buat cewe melting. Bukan cuma melting doang, bahkan yang tadinya itu cewe mau mutusin cowonya malah gajadi gara gara si itu cowo bilang itu ke cewenya.

sebenernya gue juga ga begitu ngerti sih apa yang mau gue bilang.Tapi seru juga kalo dipikir-pikir ngebahas gombalan. salah satunya gombalan yang dibuat sama temen gue yaituu
"apa perbedaannya roti sama kamu?"
jawabannya~>
"kalo roti buat dimakan, kalo kamu buat disayang" :'3 /eaaaa
itu gombalan emang keliatannya sih biasa aja. Tapi coba deh kalo itu cewe/cowo emang sayang banget sama pasangannya masing masing terus mereka ngegombalin ini. Pasti pada melting atau ga salting.

Yang paling ga enak itu pas si cewe jadi korban gombalan. Soalnya, rata rata emang cewe anggep gombalan itu serius. Apalagi kalo misalnya digombalin sama cowo yang ditaksir, pasti kita berkata "why not?"

Time to realize aja tentang sikap cowo. Kalo emang dia sayang sama lo, pasti deh jarang ngegombalin. Tapi kalo sering....apalagi ke cewe lain juga dengan alasan "cuma bercanda" itu wajib kudu harus dicurigain. Bukannya mau bikin nethink, tapi cuma ngasih fakta doang kok;)

When I look at you

Dear you, yap my love.
May be in my case you are my first love. Because this is my first time that I felt something that makes my heart can't stop beating normally. I hate to say this when I first saw you, I don't like you at all. But when we began to text-ing each other, switch our opinion and often hang out together were make me fall in love with you.

So, when I look at you....
I can't stop thinking about what must I do. Or you could say that I don't want you to see my ridiculous behavior. And because of it, I do it. I do the most ridiculous behavior but you still want to be my friend. At first I treat you as my brother. But as time goes by, I treat you like...someone that I love. May be since you and I were took lulu back home. You give me a scene that really amaze me.

I still remember when you first text me and said you only do that just for fun. But for me, it's a really special text for me :)

Time gone so soon, and I become more deep fall in love with you. At first I though you're love her. So all I can do is gave up. And let him go. And the truth is, I'm so in pain :'( almost every night I cried and can't stop thinking about I must think you are my brother. And wow it's really work! thanks Allah :')

I still remember all of it. The point is the memories from before I become yours :) Really can't describe with words about what have I through to get you, up and down to catch your attention, and I'm not gonna forgot Allah has bless me so I could stand until this long :') it's really hard journey to have you. But now? I really happy :)

When I look at you, you are a cute boy. I'm not fall in love with a guy who has a handsome face but a cold heart. I fall in love with an ordinary guy but has a handsome heart:) and warm also!

ok I think it's enough for me :) tell yours! don't be shy;)

My daily activities

well holla guys! how are you? well this time I will tell you about my daily activities because yesterday Ms. Endang mention about it so why not? ok continue

After I wake up, I used to collect my soul first (re: still not get up from bed). But it often happen when I must go to school like Monday, Tuesday etc. Next I take a shower and it takes 5minutes. don't call me duck please just because of this-_- sucks huh? well my family said that I'm a duck because I took shower so quick. Idc~ after this, I have a breakfast with egg or may be sometime with fried rice. My mom who made it not me. expecting me to cook is totally a worst or may be more than worst idea ever. I don't like cooking. Because there's so many reason for it and I'm not gonna tell it :p (who wanna know anyway). But I love to eat :9 that's me-_-v hehe ok let us continue...

Breakfast done it's time to go to school. I love being at school but I'm too lazy to say HI with lessons, teachers and the people who I dislike. There's so many of it so I often made a wish for go home more earlier. At school I sit next to my bf<3 his name's Reza. And they are Kiki and Dhea my closed friends. They're sit behind me. School life would be so boring if we don't have enemy. And lucky me. I have it grr-_- 

ohyeah after school's over, Kiki, Dhea, Me, Reza and Fajri usually go to somewhere the point is that place was fun! sometime we went to Dhea's house and taman langsat. I really happy when we go out and ride the motorcycle. 

time to go home. it's really painful because I don't like just stay at home and do nothing. I mean ok I have something fun to do but I easily get boring. After I arrive at home, I straight go to bathroom and take a shower and finally I have a nice deep sleep until morning say hi to me again. haha that's my story what is yours?:) 

life getting harder

sigh. it's already my habit. my god I can't stand with my condition right now. I mean get real-_- I don't know what am I want to say. ehm. I know every school is always giving us so much homework. do they REALLY worry about all the students? I believe not. I have one teacher who understand student's feeling. yeah! he is SUPER! because why? when we have a test, he said "you may have an open book test" HOREEE I love this scene. but I have one teacher which.......looks doesn't like me at all. I love my jhs life! seriously. I know some of the teacher just judge from the cover. may be 70% teachers do that.

May be you all the readers *if I have one wkwk* would think "why she talk like that?". let me answer it via e-mail. honestly, I can read some people mind. be careful with me. and in my school, I have a lot of people who want me to vanish from that school. honestly HELL YEAH it's my life not yours so why are so you bitches?! I have a lot of problem, from homework, teacher and etc. I guess this night I will sleep more..........more late night. well I wanna go to spore or if I can I will schooling on there. hahay! it seems more fun on abroad. my think.-_- oh spore. why you make me felt so safe? it's not my country. oh well there's no thief (may be) I guess I'll stop chit chat. bye guys! add my fb if you wanna talk with me ;)