diary II

everything seems different, everything becomes so blue for me. Right now I'm here, but my mind nowhere

I still remember my past, where's my parents still happy. And the most important is, not broken. They're still loved each other. But now ? I don't know. And my friend, Idk what was she thinking but honestly, it's her fault. Why she turned off the phone? and now she mad at me. With reason she had wait for me.

Now, I realize. Everything has change. And must change. Or life will be flat. But guess what? if the effected from change turn out to be something better it's ok! but it turn out to be... painful. I realize I'm still a teenager who will grow up and become an adult. So is it a sin if I came to their problem? is it will be a sin if I help them?

Right now I'm 16. In mean time I must ready to face it all the future. The adult's life which sound so crazy, free and nuts! (what's the different from it anyway?-_-) anyway I just want to you guys that don't blame everyone about their behavior. Because they are they, you are you, me is me, he is he, she is she and so be it!

Right now, I saw many people said you've changed so much. And I was just like, if they weren't change, it would be disaster. Because why? if you're not getting taller, getting old, getting smart, getting stupid, clever, and all the others, what will you be? people must tasted what if it like to be him, her, parents etc.

Scared if someone would mad at you? it's life! people do something bad and good is already a habit for human. Allah made us to be prefect. if you had - then you must be have +. Even your physic is not complete, but I bet you will be the winner!

Like me, I must changed. Change to something good and leave the bad. I planned on wearing veil when I'm married, or Allah gives me clue. And be someone who have good behavior. Someone who can be trust with everyone near me. amin :)

The point is, people's mind are different. And if one of your friend change, don't blame them. Accept their personality if they changed to be someone nice, if the bad one....well you must tell them;) tell them that they're change but in the wrong way. Try it;)  sorry for the long and random chit-chat!;)

my friends ♪(*^^)o∀*∀o(^^*)♪

hollaaaa^^/
today I will tell you a story about my friends;) they're kiki and dhea! :D I love both of them just like my lil sis \(//∇//)\ but because of it, they call me 'kakak tua'-_- ok I'm not old!! I'm still young ;___; and still innocent^^v

ok Dhea is really a nice girl;) but sometimes she suddenly go nuts and then sing something but it works. Success makes me laugh. Even though I must admit the fact that she has an innocent face:( but of course me too-_-v wkwk

and now kiki._. She is, innocent but.....ok enough for her. the point is, she's nice and friendly:) and Oh!!she also smart at....'ngablu'-_- I dont even know what is ngablu??:( no one want to tell me about it. :((
ok enough-_-
so from your right hand is Dhea and next to her is Kiki :) without them, I think my life at school will be flat as hell ^^v

so here's the picture about them ;)