jujur,
sebenernya gue baru ngerti istilah kedua yang dijadiin judul itu pas masuk smk, dimana anak anak gahul or badayyy or whatever lah ngejadiin temen jadi adeadean/kakakakaan.
tapi, kalo sesama jenis sih bisa maklumin ya. Nah kalo lain jenis? aw aw hati hati. Masalahnya dari pengalaman gue dan juga dari survei gue, kebanyakan cewe jadi adeadean.
kenapa?
soalnya kakakakaan mereka itu cowo dan....biasanya si cowo itu udah punya cewe. Itusih yang nyesek. Tapi toh jadi ade adean lebih nyenengin lho;) wk-_- tapi nyesek bgt pas ngeliat kaka kakaannya itu jalan ama pacarnya. Biasa korban itu cewe. Yap a girl. well nantinya kalo mereka sakit hati begitu tau kaka kakaannya(cowo) itu punya pacar...well ouch. hurts so much. emotionless. cant think right. terus ya kaka kakaannya dikatain "php" deh:\
gue pernah baca tweet ttg php dan rada lupa sih, tapi intinya begini "gabakal ada php kalo lo ga berharap banget" gitulah intinya abis gue lupa tweetnya-__-v u,u
seharusnya, kalo ngaku sebagai ade adeannya dia seneng dong kalo kakaknya seneng. Terutama kalo kakaknya dapet pacar, pasti ngucapin congrat, etc yang penting ikutan senang. ga galau di tl. ga ngatai dia php.
Soalnya gue ngalamin juga:) dan nyeseknya dia juga ikut fall for him
:') nyesek. jelas~ tapi temen gue selalu bilang "yang penting lo pacarnya". at least itu kata kata udah bikin gue positif thinking terus:))
well I think is enough! maaf kalo ada salah kata;) ✌✌✌♥♥♥
Holla! this blog is about my diary, random stuff and my experience!
Selasa, 28 Agustus 2012
Rabu, 22 Agustus 2012
wake up
gue bukan anak kecil lagi. At least ini pelajaran buat hari ini. Banyak yang bilang sifat gue egois bgt. Harus gue akuin iya.
despite of that, gue harus bilang ke diri gue kalo "gue itu masih pacarnya". kenapa? Karena dia pergi sama ortunya terus apa apa masih minta sm ortunya. Dan gue ga boleh egois minta dia cepet pulang:'( even it hurts so much. Deep inside in my heart, I wish that he will come back soon.
mulai holiday ini, gue harus bannyak berubah. Mulai yang dulu berantem terus sama adek, sekarang harus enggak-_- mulai harus bersabar, ga banyak smsin dia kalo ga dibales ber jam jam:) bakal nyesek sih tapi ga apapa lah toh dia bakal have fun:D
wake up from my childish behavior. I know I can:)
despite of that, gue harus bilang ke diri gue kalo "gue itu masih pacarnya". kenapa? Karena dia pergi sama ortunya terus apa apa masih minta sm ortunya. Dan gue ga boleh egois minta dia cepet pulang:'( even it hurts so much. Deep inside in my heart, I wish that he will come back soon.
mulai holiday ini, gue harus bannyak berubah. Mulai yang dulu berantem terus sama adek, sekarang harus enggak-_- mulai harus bersabar, ga banyak smsin dia kalo ga dibales ber jam jam:) bakal nyesek sih tapi ga apapa lah toh dia bakal have fun:D
wake up from my childish behavior. I know I can:)
Senin, 06 Agustus 2012
tadi...
tadi...
gue berusaha nahan nangis. mata rasanya panas banget. tetep aja emang bukan salah "dia" tapi salah gue. Kenapa gue harus liat smsnya? tau gini gue ga bakal liat sms dia lagi.
tadi...
dikelas ngomongin gingsul. Langsung aja gue inget si L-_- kan inget doang masa ga boleh? udah berapa kali mau nangis gara gara ini. udah dijelasin tapi tetep ga mau denger. nyesek.
tadi...
seneng banget bisa berpergian sama "dia" terutama dipeluk. Itu bener bener wow. Maksud gue, gue udah lama ga dipeluk gara gara alasan "puasa"-_-v wkwkwk tapi itu sebenernya yang bikin gue seneng:) bisa ga marah sama dia .
tadi...
sempet nyesek. mau nangis. ga bisa marah. makin sayaang\(//∇//)\
gue berusaha nahan nangis. mata rasanya panas banget. tetep aja emang bukan salah "dia" tapi salah gue. Kenapa gue harus liat smsnya? tau gini gue ga bakal liat sms dia lagi.
tadi...
dikelas ngomongin gingsul. Langsung aja gue inget si L-_- kan inget doang masa ga boleh? udah berapa kali mau nangis gara gara ini. udah dijelasin tapi tetep ga mau denger. nyesek.
tadi...
seneng banget bisa berpergian sama "dia" terutama dipeluk. Itu bener bener wow. Maksud gue, gue udah lama ga dipeluk gara gara alasan "puasa"-_-v wkwkwk tapi itu sebenernya yang bikin gue seneng:) bisa ga marah sama dia .
tadi...
sempet nyesek. mau nangis. ga bisa marah. makin sayaang\(//∇//)\
Jumat, 03 Agustus 2012
feel guilty
everyone don't want to feel that too right? guilty. To be honest, I hate being guilty but because of that "gate teeth" I can't easily remove this feeling.
why? because he changes for me, everytime and everywhere he chooses to follow me:( I've told him everyday but he won't listen to me and now?
I know he's only kidding but his jokes is not funny at all. Not make me laugh:(
well I hope "gate teeth" really only kidding amin!!:(
why? because he changes for me, everytime and everywhere he chooses to follow me:( I've told him everyday but he won't listen to me and now?
I know he's only kidding but his jokes is not funny at all. Not make me laugh:(
well I hope "gate teeth" really only kidding amin!!:(
Kamis, 02 Agustus 2012
my friends ♪(*^^)o∀*∀o(^^*)♪
hollaaaa^^/
today I will tell you a story about my friends;) they're kiki and dhea! :D I love both of them just like my lil sis \(//∇//)\ but because of it, they call me 'kakak tua'-_- ok I'm not old!! I'm still young ;___; and still innocent^^v
ok Dhea is really a nice girl;) but sometimes she suddenly go nuts and then sing something but it works. Success makes me laugh. Even though I must admit the fact that she has an innocent face:( but of course me too-_-v wkwk
and now kiki._. She is, innocent but.....ok enough for her. the point is, she's nice and friendly:) and Oh!!she also smart at....'ngablu'-_- I dont even know what is ngablu??:( no one want to tell me about it. :((
ok enough-_-
so from your right hand is Dhea and next to her is Kiki :) without them, I think my life at school will be flat as hell ^^v
so here's the picture about them ;)
today I will tell you a story about my friends;) they're kiki and dhea! :D I love both of them just like my lil sis \(//∇//)\ but because of it, they call me 'kakak tua'-_- ok I'm not old!! I'm still young ;___; and still innocent^^v
ok Dhea is really a nice girl;) but sometimes she suddenly go nuts and then sing something but it works. Success makes me laugh. Even though I must admit the fact that she has an innocent face:( but of course me too-_-v wkwk
and now kiki._. She is, innocent but.....ok enough for her. the point is, she's nice and friendly:) and Oh!!she also smart at....'ngablu'-_- I dont even know what is ngablu??:( no one want to tell me about it. :((
ok enough-_-
so from your right hand is Dhea and next to her is Kiki :) without them, I think my life at school will be flat as hell ^^v
so here's the picture about them ;)
Rabu, 01 Agustus 2012
Him:"(
I'm already 16 years old so I have to know what is right and what is wrong. People always said that my face doesn't look like an teenager face :"( is my face really look so innocent? :( I bet yes-_-v wkwkwk
Well gue emang harus ngehadapin segalanya. Siap segalanya. kecuali nikah sih.__.v kalo itu umur 23 keatas lah~ wkwk ok to the point. To be honest, I want to be a lady, not a young girl anymore. But I'm to selfish and that's make me still look like a young kid :"( and have an innocent face-_-v wkwk
Dan gue harus belajar mencintai orang. Ini yang susah. Maksud gue susah, gue itu kadang ga bisa ngatur emosi pas dia bikin gue kesel :( Honest, right now I'm so upset, and really if I could I punch his face right now. But I can't :(
because I love him so I can't hurt him. Although he the one who always hurts me :'( I barely can't stand this. I got sick every time because I always think about him. But what I get?
I just get more hurt, more sick, ill. etc.
today. I call him twice but he didn't answer it. I cried for two hours (I think more than that). I really wish him many lucks. For sake of Allah if I could I want to join the pain with him. If possible I want that illness come to me and vanish from his body.
I wish... ok I will pray everyday. I will be more like muslim looks like. The point is Reza can go to school tomorrow! for sake of Allah I really miss him:'( one day without him, it's really killing me inside. Maybe I could get sick because of this. Please Allah please listen to my wishes. I just one You to grant this one. Just this one please Allah:'(( Amin. :"(
My wish for you is keep health, no pain, and keep loving me:') amin!
Well gue emang harus ngehadapin segalanya. Siap segalanya. kecuali nikah sih.__.v kalo itu umur 23 keatas lah~ wkwk ok to the point. To be honest, I want to be a lady, not a young girl anymore. But I'm to selfish and that's make me still look like a young kid :"( and have an innocent face-_-v wkwk
Dan gue harus belajar mencintai orang. Ini yang susah. Maksud gue susah, gue itu kadang ga bisa ngatur emosi pas dia bikin gue kesel :( Honest, right now I'm so upset, and really if I could I punch his face right now. But I can't :(
because I love him so I can't hurt him. Although he the one who always hurts me :'( I barely can't stand this. I got sick every time because I always think about him. But what I get?
I just get more hurt, more sick, ill. etc.
today. I call him twice but he didn't answer it. I cried for two hours (I think more than that). I really wish him many lucks. For sake of Allah if I could I want to join the pain with him. If possible I want that illness come to me and vanish from his body.
I wish... ok I will pray everyday. I will be more like muslim looks like. The point is Reza can go to school tomorrow! for sake of Allah I really miss him:'( one day without him, it's really killing me inside. Maybe I could get sick because of this. Please Allah please listen to my wishes. I just one You to grant this one. Just this one please Allah:'(( Amin. :"(
My wish for you is keep health, no pain, and keep loving me:') amin!
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