Him:"(

I'm already 16 years old so I have to know what is right and what is wrong. People always said that my face doesn't look like an teenager face :"( is my face really look so innocent? :( I bet yes-_-v wkwkwk

Well gue emang harus ngehadapin segalanya. Siap segalanya. kecuali nikah sih.__.v kalo itu umur 23 keatas lah~ wkwk ok to the point. To be honest, I want to be a lady, not a young girl anymore. But I'm to selfish and that's make me still look like a young kid :"( and have an innocent face-_-v wkwk
Dan gue harus belajar mencintai orang. Ini yang susah. Maksud gue susah, gue itu kadang ga bisa ngatur emosi pas dia bikin gue kesel :( Honest, right now I'm so upset, and really if I could I punch his face right now. But I can't :(
because I love him so I can't hurt him. Although he the one who always hurts me :'( I barely can't stand this. I got sick every time because I always think about him. But what I get?
I just get more hurt, more sick, ill. etc.

today. I call him twice but he didn't answer it. I cried for two hours (I think more than that). I really wish him many lucks. For sake of Allah if I could I want to join the pain with him. If possible I want that illness come to me and vanish from his body.

I wish... ok I will pray everyday. I will be more like muslim looks like. The point is Reza can go to school tomorrow! for sake of Allah I really miss him:'( one day without him, it's really killing me inside. Maybe I could get sick because of this. Please Allah please listen to my wishes. I just one You to grant this one. Just this one please Allah:'((  Amin. :"(

My wish for you is keep health, no pain, and keep loving me:') amin!