Dear you, yap my love.
May be in my case you are my first love. Because this is my first time that I felt something that makes my heart can't stop beating normally. I hate to say this when I first saw you, I don't like you at all. But when we began to text-ing each other, switch our opinion and often hang out together were make me fall in love with you.
So, when I look at you....
I can't stop thinking about what must I do. Or you could say that I don't want you to see my ridiculous behavior. And because of it, I do it. I do the most ridiculous behavior but you still want to be my friend. At first I treat you as my brother. But as time goes by, I treat you like...someone that I love. May be since you and I were took lulu back home. You give me a scene that really amaze me.
I still remember when you first text me and said you only do that just for fun. But for me, it's a really special text for me :)
Time gone so soon, and I become more deep fall in love with you. At first I though you're love her. So all I can do is gave up. And let him go. And the truth is, I'm so in pain :'( almost every night I cried and can't stop thinking about I must think you are my brother. And wow it's really work! thanks Allah :')
I still remember all of it. The point is the memories from before I become yours :) Really can't describe with words about what have I through to get you, up and down to catch your attention, and I'm not gonna forgot Allah has bless me so I could stand until this long :') it's really hard journey to have you. But now? I really happy :)
When I look at you, you are a cute boy. I'm not fall in love with a guy who has a handsome face but a cold heart. I fall in love with an ordinary guy but has a handsome heart:) and warm also!
ok I think it's enough for me :) tell yours! don't be shy;)
