gue tau kalo gue itu emang penyakitan. Dan gue tau kenapa bokap nyokap nyembunyiin. Suatu saat nanti, badan gue tiba tiba bakal turun drastis beratnya. Kalo gue sekuat bokap ya gue pasti bisa bertahan hidup. Kalo engga...
I dnt know either I should tell my boyfriend or not, because I'm too scared to leave by him :'( I'm scared too face the truth too. So right now, all I wanna do is get over it. I wanna like them, no pain, can play and eat what ever it likes as long it's health, party till drop and keep being with someone they love.
those romantic story is makes me think twice. Is it real? or just me who hoping it will be come true. Right now I'm dizzy just by thinking the future. I don't even know what am I try to say in this blog.
The truth is, I feel sad. Sad because he never understands what I felt. Sad because I must face the truth in the mean time. Sad because .... always get sick whenever I ate. That's, just make me think am I gonna life till next year? am I still gonna see him? am I still gonna pray? am I gonna still breathing?I don't know what will happen, no one know what will happen in the future.
I only hope, hope for the best and wish, wish something wonderful will really happen in my life. Now, Later or In the future :)
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