Missing Me&You

we have built so many memories that contain pain, fun, love, miss, cry, mad, angry, shy, and the others emotion that makes us strong, weak, sad, happy:)

I wish we can continue this relationship without any fighting, or may be without sadness. But what? am I have to be patient all of time. I must admit that I'm a coward. I'm too scared to face the truth. I'm scared to confess what had my heart feel. I'm not lie. But it's hurts. Every times I felt hurt, all I can do is keep silent.

Stupid? I think. My friend keep telling me that I should tell him the truth, I must tell him what I feel. But I'm too scared. Too scared until I made a clumsy reaction. I wish, you, Reza, read this. 

I feel like an idiot when you're not replay my text message. I feel so stupid.

But hell again, I must wake up. how many times do I must get up? 

I really almost can't stand this anymore. You're telling me the lie. And I'm telling you the truth. Guess what? I love you:") If I lied I probably only using you and we already broke up long time ago. 

But I'm serious, serious about this. I've try to be the best but comeback to the reality, I'm still a human. Allah made me not perfect. You either. 

I still don't get it why you treat me like this. And like this morning. I wish I could receive a morning text from you. Pointless. 

Honestly, I'm missing you. Missing your warm, kind personality. Now I know you're like this. But too in love with you makes me don't wanna give up. Even you're mean as step-mother I'll love you. 

But to be honest too I'm missing the old me. Before "he" gone :') 

For you readers, try to listen to this song "missing me - Rj Helton" this is an old song but it's really telling the fact about those lovey dovey lover:"