miss him

"tahun depan kita bakar bakaran lagi yuk" 

"yah kak insyaAllah...-_- hehe abisnya aku banyak banget tugas sekarang :("

"hahhaha yaudah intinya pas kamu kesini aja;)"

"ok deh janjji! :D "

"ku tunggu janji mu :p"

"-__-"

my last conversation with him. My brother who always made me forget all my problems, taught me how to be brave, how to love someone.... and always help people whenever they need it. And now, he's gone for good.

I still remember my word, about I have found another my brother and now, he's become my boyfriend. But.... he's change. And I must accept the fact anyway. He's become, well his behavior is like he doesn't care with me anymore.

I miss him, my brother. Every time I felt lonely he always text me with some his wise sentence. Sometime I laugh because of it. And joking around. He always come every time. Not only when I felt lonely. Every time. In every moment. And make another beautiful moment with him. Well, I must admit that every time he near me, everything become a fairy tale story. Everything seem unreal for me. 

I really miss him, miss him in every point.