When I look at you

Dear you, yap my love.
May be in my case you are my first love. Because this is my first time that I felt something that makes my heart can't stop beating normally. I hate to say this when I first saw you, I don't like you at all. But when we began to text-ing each other, switch our opinion and often hang out together were make me fall in love with you.

So, when I look at you....
I can't stop thinking about what must I do. Or you could say that I don't want you to see my ridiculous behavior. And because of it, I do it. I do the most ridiculous behavior but you still want to be my friend. At first I treat you as my brother. But as time goes by, I treat you like...someone that I love. May be since you and I were took lulu back home. You give me a scene that really amaze me.

I still remember when you first text me and said you only do that just for fun. But for me, it's a really special text for me :)

Time gone so soon, and I become more deep fall in love with you. At first I though you're love her. So all I can do is gave up. And let him go. And the truth is, I'm so in pain :'( almost every night I cried and can't stop thinking about I must think you are my brother. And wow it's really work! thanks Allah :')

I still remember all of it. The point is the memories from before I become yours :) Really can't describe with words about what have I through to get you, up and down to catch your attention, and I'm not gonna forgot Allah has bless me so I could stand until this long :') it's really hard journey to have you. But now? I really happy :)

When I look at you, you are a cute boy. I'm not fall in love with a guy who has a handsome face but a cold heart. I fall in love with an ordinary guy but has a handsome heart:) and warm also!

ok I think it's enough for me :) tell yours! don't be shy;)

My daily activities

well holla guys! how are you? well this time I will tell you about my daily activities because yesterday Ms. Endang mention about it so why not? ok continue

After I wake up, I used to collect my soul first (re: still not get up from bed). But it often happen when I must go to school like Monday, Tuesday etc. Next I take a shower and it takes 5minutes. don't call me duck please just because of this-_- sucks huh? well my family said that I'm a duck because I took shower so quick. Idc~ after this, I have a breakfast with egg or may be sometime with fried rice. My mom who made it not me. expecting me to cook is totally a worst or may be more than worst idea ever. I don't like cooking. Because there's so many reason for it and I'm not gonna tell it :p (who wanna know anyway). But I love to eat :9 that's me-_-v hehe ok let us continue...

Breakfast done it's time to go to school. I love being at school but I'm too lazy to say HI with lessons, teachers and the people who I dislike. There's so many of it so I often made a wish for go home more earlier. At school I sit next to my bf<3 his name's Reza. And they are Kiki and Dhea my closed friends. They're sit behind me. School life would be so boring if we don't have enemy. And lucky me. I have it grr-_- 

ohyeah after school's over, Kiki, Dhea, Me, Reza and Fajri usually go to somewhere the point is that place was fun! sometime we went to Dhea's house and taman langsat. I really happy when we go out and ride the motorcycle. 

time to go home. it's really painful because I don't like just stay at home and do nothing. I mean ok I have something fun to do but I easily get boring. After I arrive at home, I straight go to bathroom and take a shower and finally I have a nice deep sleep until morning say hi to me again. haha that's my story what is yours?:) 

life getting harder

sigh. it's already my habit. my god I can't stand with my condition right now. I mean get real-_- I don't know what am I want to say. ehm. I know every school is always giving us so much homework. do they REALLY worry about all the students? I believe not. I have one teacher who understand student's feeling. yeah! he is SUPER! because why? when we have a test, he said "you may have an open book test" HOREEE I love this scene. but I have one teacher which.......looks doesn't like me at all. I love my jhs life! seriously. I know some of the teacher just judge from the cover. may be 70% teachers do that.

May be you all the readers *if I have one wkwk* would think "why she talk like that?". let me answer it via e-mail. honestly, I can read some people mind. be careful with me. and in my school, I have a lot of people who want me to vanish from that school. honestly HELL YEAH it's my life not yours so why are so you bitches?! I have a lot of problem, from homework, teacher and etc. I guess this night I will sleep more..........more late night. well I wanna go to spore or if I can I will schooling on there. hahay! it seems more fun on abroad. my think.-_- oh spore. why you make me felt so safe? it's not my country. oh well there's no thief (may be) I guess I'll stop chit chat. bye guys! add my fb if you wanna talk with me ;)

My New Life

GAAAAH HEIHOO GUYS!! :D long time no see!!!! *since when we already seen each other?-_-* ok forget about that! aish finally I made up enter to my favorite shs!!! yeah B) but I must separated with my old friend :'( it's not fun! but life must go on I guess. I am a student from 6 senior high school or they can call it PRODJOST. I've already had many friends!!! and guess what? the senior is very very kind... esp. the senior from osis. omg!!! they all funny and cute! I love my new school :D but that doesn't mean I can forgot about 13 jhs :') that school is obviously my favorite school. 13 jhs still number one in my heart. gaaaaaaaaaaah suddenly I wanna cry T_T /lebai

aah I think is enough. ehem gue masuk di ekskul prama (pramuka marching band). serius pelatihnya itu namanya kak Yoga dan kak Yogi. Nama mereka hampir sama? iyaap! soalnya mereka berdua kembar! nih sifat mereka ini tuh lucu banget! BANGET! dan mereka punya sifat yang (gue bilang) patut di contoh sama anakanak muda jaman sekarang. saling menghormati dan adil. well gue ga nyesel masuk ke prama. GA.NYESEL. ^^ walaupun... yang namanya kak Yoga itu matanya serem! tapi dia baik kok :) terus yg namanya kak Yogi dia itu matanya sayu tapi dia jahil BANGET. serius deh gue pernah hampir nangis grrrr terus kakak-kakak kelas di prama kocak kocak :3 SUMPAH MEREKA ITU LUCU BANGET~! tiada hari tanpa ketawa. aish I will definitely miss this exschool when I graduate later. I think is enough about prama :) wanna know more? be projost student to know everything! ;) adiooooss!!!

when I was young

when I was young, I look a bit like a cute innocent girl. but now? get real-_- feminim aja enggak-_- I became a tomboy girl when I was at 3rd grade elementary school. and HAHA I will LOL-ing when I saw my picture like this one!! -->

yeah :') I miss her T_T /I forgot hers name\ it's me when I was at 1st grade at elementary school :D

tapi itu udah dulu bangeeet -_- dijaman jaman nyokap masih bisa nipu gue |p.s: maksudnya masih suka ngatur-ngatur gue harus pake baju apaan|

ok I think is enough :D byebye guys!!! ohyeah! follow my twitter ok? ;) @nutsjaemin !! ^-^b

byebye~!

hari ini

gw ga tau hari ini hari sial ato bukan. lagian jadi sodara neyebelin banget!! udah ngabisin bak air, berlagak tuan rumah, dll yang BIKIN GW MUAK. Gw jujur, nyesel banget baik sama dia. NYESEL NYESEL BANGET!! dasar orang kampungan. ko bisa-bisanya gitu? gw emang brutal tapi masih inget sopan! lah dia, ga punya SOPAN SAMA SEKALI!. NYESEL NYESEL banget. tapi percuma lah, udah telanjur terjadi. yang penting dia udah gw marah-marahin. ckck, uts tadi duduk ma anak kelas 7. ternyata enak juga. cuman kayanya atmosfernya berbeda. ckckck kangen ma anak kelas 9. yang suasananya berisik. selama liburan gw sms-an ma Kamel tapi mengkhayal. yah, mengkhayal tentang changminlah, seandainya dbsk dateng kesini lah dan lain-lain. trus di sekolah tadi gw kaget ma penampilannya Lidya!! ('o') bener-bener dia cuma gara-gara cintanya, dia langsung wah, sadis deh. rambutnya tu di rebonding!! kalo gw jadi dia mending rambut gw keriting. trus tadi tumben gw ga nyontek banyak soal. ada kalo ga 4, 5 soal. (-_-") itupun gw kebanyakan ngasal hehehe hampir dibilang 70% ngasal. lagian bikin soal ribet. mana ga gw belajarnya cuma dikit. paling pas pelajaran agama diomel-omelin ma bu Muniroh. ckckck ya udah lah, gw diem aja. hm ('-') setidaknya di sekolah gw udah ngeliat dia, so I can move on without any trouble (^_^) relax..

kamel hates kumon. gue mau ikut padus tapi gabisa gara gara kumon (angry) - #2mzhpw

kamel hates kumon. gue mau ikut padus tapi gabisa gara gara kumon (angry) - #2mzhpw

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